…and they found me. Again.
It was that day I found out that everything is not what it seems. Failed expectations. Unrequited commitment. Questionable love. Everything just seems falling apart and I don’t know what to do anymore. You know, there are a lot of bigger problem that should be solved and dealt with. I am not of any help to my Serena van der Woodsen nowadays. But seriously, I can’t help her because I am not okay. Petty, yes, but my world fell apart.
I was literally drowning in alcohol this night. 10 SML. Whoah! I was crying. Laughing. Crying. Laughing. Self-pitying. Crying. Crying some more. No one understands me. No one was there. I have to do things on my own. Alone.
Now, this will always be a reminder that there was one night when I lost myself. I don’t want to be found. But these beautiful girls found me.